~gumainpar

"I just-I just need something to happen. I need a sign things are gonna change. I need a reason to go on, I need some hope. And in the absence of hope I need to stay in bed and feel like I might die today."
(Meredith Grey in "Grey's Anatomy")





mi-a scris.
nu m-a uitat
wow



***post scriptum: sunt acasa de acum.

Sono riva di un fiume in piena
Senza fine mi copri e scopri
Come fossi un'altalena
Dondolando sui miei fianchi
Bianchi e stanchi, come te - che insegui me.
Scivolando tra i miei passi
Sono sassi dentro te – dentro me
Se non sei tu a muoverli
Come fossi niente
Come fossi acqua dentro acqua

Senza peso, senza fiato, senza affanno
Mi travolge e mi sconvolgi
Poi mi asciughi e scappi via
Tu ritorni poi mi bagni
E ti riasciughi e torni mia
Senza peso e senza fiato
Non son riva senza te

Tell me now
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Won't you please tell me now
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you

Se brillando in silenzio resti accesa dentro me
Se bruciando e non morendo tu rimandi e accendi me
Stop burnign me!
Dentro e fuori e fuori bruci
E ti consumi e scappi via
Stop bournign me
(Negroamaro)

"In the hospital, we see addiction every day. It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse."
(Meredith Grey)

Cuvintele sunt lacrimile celor care ar fi vrut asa de mult sa planga si nu au putut.
(Blaga)


"Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe"
(Anna Nalick)

I am learning peacefulness, lying by myself quietly
As the light lies on these white walls, this bed, these hands.
I am nobody; I have nothing to do with explosions.
I have given my name and my day-clothes up to the nurses
And my history to the anaesthetist and my body to surgeons.
(sylvia plath-tulips)